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Hey there!

I’m Jammita!

Welcome! You managed to land on this page. So, you are either really bored or just curious, either way, I’m glad you’re here.

 

 

 

These are the latest things I’ve published

I don’t care (anymore)

I don’t care (anymore)

Dear Diary, Let me tell you what happened the past two weeks because you weren't the only one worried for me. I was worried for myself, to be quite honest. Nothing drastic;...

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Anguish

Anguish

"What do you think happened here?""It's hard to tell at this time. Forensics hasn't arrived yet.""Yes, but you have eyes, do you? You're seeing what I'm seeing. So what does...

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This week was brutal

This week was brutal

Dear Diary, This week was brutal. I've worked every night, didn't have enough time to spend with my family, didn't whiff my dog's cheese paws enough, and I've only seen four...

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Hell is a Teenage Girl

Jennifer's Body turns 15! I saw a post today on Facebook saying that Jennifer's Body was released 15 years ago. Naturally, I checked if it was true...

‘Horns’ was a lot!

TW/ sexual abuse/ assault By mid-July, I decided to have a "summerween" by reading something "dark". I can't remember if I told you all that I...

E Serie Cu a Laga Tur Hende ta Pensa

TW/ abuso/ agresion sexual Wel… esnan cu a wak e anto.  ‘Baby Reindeer’ a sali dia 11 di april ultimo. Manera candela den un mondi hopi hende...

This Music Video Truly Madly Deeply Gave Me Anxiety As a Child

Yesterday was the last day of my spring break. Schools will open back up tomorrow, and I'm returning to work. As usual, I wash my hair on Sundays....

Big Bad Brown Book

My mom's cousin gave me this book when I was 7. I loved reading it as a child because it had so many pictures on every page and was easy to read....

A bit more about me…

 

My dad used to tell me stories almost every night when I was a little girl. Out of nowhere, he would come up with these amazing, elaborate stories, mostly fiction. Sometimes I would write a few of them in this black-blue colored notebook that my mom gave to me. I enjoyed writing. Sometimes I even wrote a few stories of my own. I don’t know where that notebook is anymore. And I don’t remember any of the stories that my father used to tell me, but I remember how much they inspired me, encouraged me, and especially how they made me feel. That same feeling I wanted to transfer to other people too. Coming from a small Caribbean island, can make you doubt yourself sometimes. I often thought that my dreams were too big. My husband, who can self-teach himself about anything, thinks that it’s nonsense to think like that. My father may have inspired me, but my husband was the first person to believe in me. Now at age 31, I finally feel empowered, like my eight-year-old self once was. I spend too much time worrying, obeying, and conforming, but I am done with that. Now the sun will shine brightly on me (even though I don’t actually like the sun). So I hope you will stick around, learn more about me and grow (together).